:'(

it's been one week after spm result and i still dissapointed with myself , my result and everything.i just got 4a's and yg laen malas nk sebut, very dissapointing. i keep asking and asking to myself ,WHY ?its a lot of factor here maybe cara belajar, bnyak menyaketkan hati org especially ibu ayah and kaklong. maybe org laen jgak, kurang usaha, bnyak dosa haaa .kalau nk cerita semua mmg tak habis. soo macam mana usaha, macam tuu lah hasilnye. tak bole nak salahkan org laen, salahkan diri sendiri tak nak belajar betul. nk mnyesal pn tak guna dah, bukan bole reverse pn time tuu :( nk tak nak terima je lahhh hakikat en, btw thank GOD . frankly speaking sedih tgok ami and aqsa kawan dulu yg berjaya sama sama tp ble time spm aku tak berjaya mcm diorg, tp ape ape pn congratulation guys. im happy for both of you girls :') keep it up .this feeling keep on haunt me, eh betul ke ayat aku ?-.- lantak lahhh .so zack, you deserved it .jgn nk menyesal tak sudah siapa suruh tak mahu belajar betul betul en ? lepas ne nak belajar betul betul tak nak maen maen dah :) zack jadikan smue ne pengajaran okay. now look forward and belajar betul betul lepas ne yaaaa. there's still have a hope for youuuu (: fuhhhhhh finally release dahh :')